I've taken a recent pleasure in most types of pain. One type that I still don't like that I know of is when I hold my breath for a long time and I get this suffocating feeling (my body feels really panicky and has a desire to flail about). On the other hand it felt good when I punched the table or hit my arm against the edge of the table or hit myself somewhere. The pain didn't feel bad.. I liked the pain... BTW The reason I don't cut myself is because it's messy, leaves scars, and could give me some debilitating disease. Anyone else feel like they like pain for some odd reason? I mean it's still pain, but I kind of enjoy it rather than dislike it for some reason. Mostly I feel more like I'm alive when I make myself feel pain.. Sorry if I sound weird.. Honestly I'm not trying to hurt myself, just trying to make myself feel pain... in fact I'm looking for ways to make myself feel pain that won't permanent do any damage..