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IT feels like treachery every time.

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I have a girlfriend , who I love very much and who loves me.
She wants to marry me and thinks my dark past his behind me.
I love her so much, but everytime I kiss her it feels like a treachery to her.

Because I love her and she wants me here but all I can think of is ending it and if i did she would be torn apart it feels awful kissing her knowing that whenever she isn't their I think about "leaving" always constantly


Lost Disciple

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No girlfriend would be better noname, try to understand. With no girlfriend, it's a lack. With a girlfriend, it's constant, addicting torture, that could easily affect her just as easily.
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