IT feels like treachery every time.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Atiri, Feb 9, 2007.

  1. Atiri

    Atiri Active Member

    I have a girlfriend , who I love very much and who loves me.
    She wants to marry me and thinks my dark past his behind me.
    I love her so much, but everytime I kiss her it feels like a treachery to her.

    Because I love her and she wants me here but all I can think of is ending it and if i did she would be torn apart it feels awful kissing her knowing that whenever she isn't their I think about "leaving" always constantly

  2. noname124

    noname124 Member

    wow. i wish i had a girlfreind. you should be grateful:biggrin:
  3. Lost Disciple

    Lost Disciple Well-Known Member

    No girlfriend would be better noname, try to understand. With no girlfriend, it's a lack. With a girlfriend, it's constant, addicting torture, that could easily affect her just as easily.