Yesturday i made a plan on how to end my life, it is a simple plan, yet very efficiant! On the 30s of July (this month) im going to <Mod Edit: Methods> I tryed so hard, for many yers, to fight! I straggeld to beliave that there is hope I searched all over the internet, and watched movies about life yet all i found was more and more pain and suffering! There is no hope for me!! I am weak, unaducated and really worthless guy if i will die, no one will even notice, no one will really care. I know you guys will probbly say "we care" and all this but somehow, it dosnt makes me feel better There is a website where people telling about thair expiriance with many diffrant suicide attempts. <Mod Edit Methods> if no one will save me in 20 min or so, ill die. When i think about it, it makes me feel better, i feel like, at last, the pain is over! No more fear, no pain, no suffering, just eternal feeling of reliaf and peace. I can almost imagine the bright, warm light! It make me feel so safe!