I was watching a film last night, gran tarino. and in it a teenage girl is r**** by a gang. you dont see any of it, you just see form teh house she lives in, a car driving away in teh dark, and she walks through the front door. She was so dead looking, you could see how it had been ripped from her. I dont knwo how it did it, or what cause it. but i finally felt that empty ripped feeling. it hurts.