It finally hit me *possible trigger*

I was watching a film last night, gran tarino. and in it a teenage girl is r**** by a gang. you dont see any of it, you just see form teh house she lives in, a car driving away in teh dark, and she walks through the front door. She was so dead looking, you could see how it had been ripped from her.

I dont knwo how it did it, or what cause it. but i finally felt that empty ripped feeling.
it hurts.

 

sorry you were triggered so badly hugs to you

 

what did you think of the other parts of the movie?

 

:blink: this isnt a film review...



yeah, ive felt numb ever since. and been quite a mess too.
I feel quiet empty

 

Yes it does hurt when the feeling comes to you... It is also confrontation that's hard.
It's been one day now, are you feeling better?

 

So sorry - try to nurture yourself some -

:hug:

 

im alright now.
Was just the night/day after.

I spoke to my partner the night after about how i was feeling, and that helped alot. he didnt say anything. but he listened, there isnt much anyone can say with this.


:hug: tbear

 

that was a very confronting scene..I can see how it would have triggered you
I'm sorry *hugs*