It finally hit me *possible trigger*

I was watching a film last night, gran tarino. and in it a teenage girl is r**** by a gang. you dont see any of it, you just see form teh house she lives in, a car driving away in teh dark, and she walks through the front door. She was so dead looking, you could see how it had been ripped from her.

I dont knwo how it did it, or what cause it. but i finally felt that empty ripped feeling.
it hurts.

 

sorry you were triggered so badly hugs to you

 

what did you think of the other parts of the movie?

 

:blink: this isnt a film review...



yeah, ive felt numb ever since. and been quite a mess too.
I feel quiet empty

 

:hug" emma, I am here if you need me.

 

Yes it does hurt when the feeling comes to you... It is also confrontation that's hard.
It's been one day now, are you feeling better?

 

So sorry - try to nurture yourself some -

:hug:

 

im alright now.
Was just the night/day after.

I spoke to my partner the night after about how i was feeling, and that helped alot. he didnt say anything. but he listened, there isnt much anyone can say with this.


:hug: tbear

 

that was a very confronting scene..I can see how it would have triggered you
I'm sorry *hugs*