I can't believe this has happened before, and I can't believe I've still tried it again. There's this group of people I used to hang out with, and I always felt on the outside. Like they were a group and I tried to be a part of it but I never fully got in the 'circle'.. I was asked today by one of them to join them, we haven't spoken in about a year, to go out tonight. So I was excited because last time I saw them they had asked me out and cancelled at the last minute. So I got in the shower and dressed up and I waited to hear something from them about when I was supposed to meet them. It's like a really bad movie. I was sitting there. With my damn hair done, and I sent one of them a message asking when we were meeting up. They replied with: 'who is this?' So I tried to reach the person that had invited me, no answer. I asked another person who always hangs out with them who replied with a sad smiley face. I'm still sitting here just hoping that this did not just happen because I didn't think this even happened to people at my age. I could laugh it off and say, it was a long time ago that I even knew them - who cares? But it still really really hurts. I'm just sitting here feeling like a joke but hoping that I wasn't one.