I've had enough... I'm going to try again... No matter what I do it never gets any better. Meds aren't working, therapy is bullshit, I've tried posting/reading and striking up conversation here but that's not working either... This place was my last shot at beating this... I did try I just don't have what it takes. What hurts most is that I know I'm a good person... It's a shame no one else could see it.