i feel so alone.like all the time. the people that say "beauty,call me anytime..if i dont answer i'll call you back. i'm here for you." yeah..those last few words are such a lie like 90% of the time. everyone knows that if they need someone i'd be there.i'd answer or call them back in a heartbeat and i'd stay on as long as they need me. but who do i have? i barely have a boyfriend anymore who says i can supposely count on him. yeah...right,he's always busy and never has that phone turned on. i feel like,when im sad and just want someone to talk to.. and i search my cell..and i look and look, and im like damn.i really have NO ONE. like,everyone on my phone can call me..but yet if i call them it's "oh..im busy." or "i cant talk right now,im out and about." and this is EVERY TIME. i feel like they are sayin it purposely. and then,when i try to calm myself down,and work out my own problems. it barely works.and it's not like im hysterical or sudical mad when i call. i rarely am. im just alittle down.and all i want is a friend. is that so hard to ask?