I have not been here for awhile because I have had too much to cope with and I just could not cope with posting here anymore. I have been through a lot and for those who remember me it has not all stopped... or got better. But i just wish to say some things to some people who think they reach the end. Do not give up. Tomorrow is a different day. I know it is hard to see that... I find it hard, but it is. I am not saying tomorrow will be better but one-day it will. I have reached what I thought was the end too many times now. I have come very very close to giving up and I have things still planned out just in-case. But I know deep down ill not use them. What we need to get into our heads is we need to talk to people about our problems. I have no one to talk too but when I do get the chance it helps. Yes I break down but it helps. So if you can DO IT. Talking and crying really does help... This is coming from a person who before struck hard times never cried. Please do not give up. If I can do it with everything I am putting up with you can do it. I am not saying I have it the worst because I don't... but Everything has a answer even when it looks like you will never find it. I just hope that we can use this forum to help each-other and talk. This is what fixes things... If you need help or someone to talk too PM me or email me. I will try all I can. And for anyone in England ill gladly call you if you PM me a landline number.