Alison.. :hug: I agree with joce, rant, rant RANT, use this thread to let out your frustrations or write poetry to your hearts content because you clearly sound fed up of the way people are treating you. We understand that you're in pain, and I wish there was more we can do. You're a lovely person and you're also a strong person and I know you can get through this difficult time. Big hugs :hug: