It is an on and off thing

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by blackfire, Jul 4, 2007.

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  1. blackfire

    blackfire Well-Known Member

    I drink for the same reason so many people do. It makes m e feel better about myself and fills the void in my life. It is the 4th of July, and up until this morning 5 friends and i were going to hang out together. Well, they all stood me up and let me down. I went through a pack of beer to kill the pain. Drinking is an escape for me to say fuck the world. It is ungodly expensive tho. I will go for afew months between drinks. it is not a continous thing.
     
  2. The best/stongest alcohol is almost always expensive. I think what you had was a natural reaction. I would have done the same thing under your circumstances, exept it wouldn't have been alcohol that I turned to. Alcohol only makes me feel out-of-it. I only get happy when I'm really drunk. But the problems still plague me. I can push them aside when I'm intoxicated.
     
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