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It is like she knew my mind was elsewhere

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Forgotten_Man, Sep 27, 2010.

  1. Forgotten_Man

    Forgotten_Man Well-Known Member

    Fucking Z, it takes her almost 2 months to send me back my DVDs. It is like she knew that my mind was else where. Focusing on my failure to potentially have a one night stand. Or focusing on my inability to socialize in my element of an anime convention.

    :( Two months of stressing myself out, distracting myself, doing everything I can to forget her. Clinging to the hope that she will use those DVDs as an excuse to see me again. Then I get the box, with nothing but the DVDs.

    :cry: Fuck it is hard enough knowing someone... who I guess is a friend now, is going through something just as bad or worse. I do not know why... fuck now I want to die again.