Although we may never be who we once were, it does not mean we cannot still be. We can create an entirely new being. The choice is ours what we do with what we have been given. As you said, pick it up and run with it. Choose to make it better. :hug: I know that this is much easier to say than to do. I hope you are able to find a better you amongst the sorrow. Please take care.
Keep holding on blackfire. I am sorry you feel that you have had enough. I wish I had all the answers for you, but I don't. Things happen we cannot explain that make us feel there is no use fighting anymore. But you are worth the fight. Don't let the struggles win. :hug: