I am very numb right now. I am in deep despair and am confused. i moved back home to my parents house. I am paying rent on my apartment until it is rented to someone else. I have literally no money in the bank. My parents say they will help me financially, but don't. I work at a garden store on the weekends just to scrape up some cash to save. I am in serious debt with university and can't pay my credit card bill ( I have no money so I put everything on credit, not a good thing). I just don't know what to do. Everyone seems angry with me for one reason or another. My parents seem annoyed I moved back in. My mental state is good some days and bad on other days. I feel an emptiness inside of me, that will never be filled. I just don't know what to do anymore about my life. I have backed myself into a corner and will never be able to get out.