Hello. I have always felt that there is no point in delaying the inevitable. I am 29 years old and have battled depression for 13 years. I no longer have any hope, energy and motivation to keep living like this. I believe this is a nature's way of saying, "It is your time. Remove yourself from this earth." It is not like I am Bill Gates or someone with importance. I won't be a great loss to this overcrowded planet. After all, I am just one of 6.8 billion people. I am expendable. Living a life you feel forced to live is torture. Living a life with no fun and joy at all is torture. Living a life that is nothing but misery and depression is torture. It is my time. My cause is just. I have courage. And I am ready to die.