Had another argument with my husband today. It prevented me from going to my friend's son's birthday party. I spent the whole day in bed. He went to work and now that he's home we're not speaking. I give up. I don't know what to do anymore. I am so tired of fighting and trying and making concessions and not being able to be myself. Right now I can tell you the only thing that's keeping me from driving off a cliff is that I don't believe in suicide and I wouldn't want to leave my cats. They have kept me from going crazy because I know they love me and need me. I don't know if my marriage is over or not. I don't really care anymore.