Ever since i started school, everyone looks at me and says, "thats the guy that tried to kill himself." It seems like everyone has a bigger grudge against me, all because i have emotional feelings. My ex-ex girlfriend even got her guy friends to beat me up every day after school -- When I walked out the door, there they were, taking me to the bathroom beating me up calling me a emo bitch. Everytime I try to get away from them, the harder they hit. I can't beat them up! Then theres my psychiatrist. He try's to say he understands what i've been threw. But he just says the most stupidist and meanest shit ever. He thinks anyone that is suicidal is a freak, so he is all quiet around me. Everytime i see him, we berly talk. Like he'll say, why would you do this, and when I would say why, he would be like, well who cares. Parents. They're being the biggest asswholes. They even told me today that they only want me at there house so they can just keep taking money away from what I make at work. Everything. Everything is falling down on me. I'm getting worse, how do I hold on?