for the past few weeks i am continually having the problem of having suicidal thoughts or plans literally every day of the damn week. i spoke with my therapist today and she's thinking it may be the lack of a mood stabilizer, but honestly i'm not so sure about that. i just know whatever i have tried hasn't worked and i'm beginning to lean more towards acting out on this. i feel so desperately like i need the help, but am finding it's no where to be found. maybe it's just time to give up...why not?