it messes with my head

[liveinhope]

You call yourself a father
And seem to carry no shame
I wonder on those nights if you even knew my name
A little girl, helpless, so scared and torn
Perhaps you wished id never been born

My silent world so lost and cold
It’s now for you to carry that load
Of wrongdoing to a child so small
But sadly you seem to gave no guilt at all

The day will come and ill see you die
Please don’t think I will stand and cry
I’ll stand and pray that hell is below
And that is where eventually you’ll go

But until that day I live with thoughts
The things you did so wrong so cruel
When you leave this world you’ll face a duel
With god in heaven who’ll supply the fuel

For god will have seen and he will have known
For children he protects and calls his own
The day of reckoning I hope will be waiting
No pearly gates just a visit to satin

Damnation for all eternity
For those that didn’t honour and respect paternity
A father so I never had
And when that days here ill be so glad

Now I feel guilt for such bad words
But for me they glide like a silent bird
My feelings are held so deeply within
But you are the man who committed this sin
So from here I wonder where I go
Back to silence the place I know

 

[~Claire]

:hug: xx

 

[liveinhope]

ty xxx

 

[patacake]

My Dearest Friend Dawn

I wont say too much here my friend , its very personal , but u know how i feel about the way you have suffered and how I admire the amazingly selfless , generous and caring person u were able to become despite such despicable wrongs u had to endure in ur lifetime.

I will be your friend as long as there is an always

:hug:

Jo xx

 

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