it messes with my head

Discussion in 'Rape and Abuse' started by liveinhope, Aug 29, 2008.

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  1. liveinhope

    liveinhope Well-Known Member

    You call yourself a father
    And seem to carry no shame
    I wonder on those nights if you even knew my name
    A little girl, helpless, so scared and torn
    Perhaps you wished id never been born

    My silent world so lost and cold
    It’s now for you to carry that load
    Of wrongdoing to a child so small
    But sadly you seem to gave no guilt at all

    The day will come and ill see you die
    Please don’t think I will stand and cry
    I’ll stand and pray that hell is below
    And that is where eventually you’ll go

    But until that day I live with thoughts
    The things you did so wrong so cruel
    When you leave this world you’ll face a duel
    With god in heaven who’ll supply the fuel

    For god will have seen and he will have known
    For children he protects and calls his own
    The day of reckoning I hope will be waiting
    No pearly gates just a visit to satin

    Damnation for all eternity
    For those that didn’t honour and respect paternity
    A father so I never had
    And when that days here ill be so glad

    Now I feel guilt for such bad words
    But for me they glide like a silent bird
    My feelings are held so deeply within
    But you are the man who committed this sin
    So from here I wonder where I go
    Back to silence the place I know
  2. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    :hug: xx
  3. liveinhope

    liveinhope Well-Known Member

  4. patacake

    patacake Well-Known Member

    My Dearest Friend Dawn

    I wont say too much here my friend , its very personal , but u know how i feel about the way you have suffered and how I admire the amazingly selfless , generous and caring person u were able to become despite such despicable wrongs u had to endure in ur lifetime.

    I will be your friend as long as there is an always


    Jo xx
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  5. see

    see Well-Known Member

    :hug: :flowers:
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