What do you do when you find out the love of your life has slept with someone else? When you were sound asleep they were in some girls bed. I hate you so much for doing this to me Drew, as if breaking up with me wasn't heart-breaking enough you fucking brag about some girl you banged over myspace...I hope you wake up and think about me in the ground every day for the rest of your life. Yet at the same time I love you so much and would take you back in a heart-beat. I've tried relationships after you, I can never love anybody like I loved you. I told you I would die for you, I just didn't think it would be in this way. I feel sick thinking about him with someone else and can't live with it. I don't want to do the things I enjoy or enjoy my last day on Earth at all as this will probably persuade me not to do it. I don't want to die...but I feel like I have no choice in the matter as it hurts so much to live right now.