Once again i go on facebook and see this beautiful girl i knew in highschool. i just looked at her picture like the loser iam and said how can there be such perfection then just a worthless failure as my self. how i long to get that dream girl thats beautiful like her and is going to college and has everything going for her. no girl with that set up in there right mind will go for the fat worthless loser guy in his basement typing up suicide letters. im already a loner i havent been out my house more then 25-30 times in the last 4 years but facebook keeps me in touch with the few friends i had that still say hi every once in awhile. well no more cause i deleted that tonight im sick of this life i just wanna disapear and die quitely.