A guy I dated for 2 years, he was always EXTREMELY sexual towards me. Asked for nude pics all the time. I never gave in, but he kept at it. Still does. I tell him it hurts me, I tell him it hurts cause of my past, what happened to me... He doesn't care. He keeps at it, and keeps at it, and keeps at it. Tonight, I finally lost it... I broke down crying. Crying so hard, I was shaking, clutching at my hair, wanting to scream bloody murder. He said it was cause I never fought. I never called him an asshole or said he was a jerk. Right. I said that a million times. I fought, every time he'd be sexual, I'd curse and yell at him. Is that not fighting? Is there something wrong with me? Why did he only use me...? Or... try to use me, I mean. There's gotta be something wrong with me. Maybe I'm unlovable. Maybe sex is all I will ever be good for. I just wish... I was good enough for someone, anyone. I wish someone loved me. I can't deal with this anymore, it hurts too much...