I don't know what it is about me, but I just can't seem to get my life on track. My family expects great things of me like any family would, but the thing is, I'm a total fucking idiot. I've been having serious problems finding a job, don't really have any friends to hang out with, and I just dropped out of college of all things. Tonight, my world just came crashing down around me when my mother found out about my dropping from school. She really wouldn't even say a word to me when she left for work an hour ago. Now, I have all these feelings buzzing around in my head, how I'm just one big failure and how I'll never amount to anything in life. I wondering if I should just go out and wander the streets and get myself hit by a truck or something. I can't take my fucking life anymore.