Nothing makes friends want to ignore and stay away from a person like them being suicidal. So they kill themselves. :irony: At best, people who try to get help are dismissed as attention *****s. At worst, they are incarcerated in a mental hospital. So next time when they relapse, they kill themselves instead. :irony: Finally, a use for the smilies that incessantly dance to the right of the window every time I post. I can't appear weak (actually I've realized I think I can only be vulnerable with women I'm romantically interested in, for whatever reason, and none of those people will give me the time of day), so rather than go to someone I've just stopped trying to hide some of the classic signs that I'm suicidal. Mainly on Facebook, since no one wants to see me in person. Texts and calls go unreturned. Either no one has noticed or everyone just has my posts on ignore. It's so sad that people can be so ignorant. Maybe I'll delete all my veiled cries for help before I die so they can tell themselves there's nothing they could have done. But if I do, what about the next person who needs help? Will they ignore them, too? I don't know.