Eccentric writer, general weirdo, heedless heathen
I heard from a friend at work that certain people had been talking shit about me behind my back. As if I am really surprised by that. It's been happening all of my life, and the people involved just aren't very nice. I have feelings whether people like me or not, and I got the idea they didn't like me, even though I have never done anything to them. Of course it was stuff along the lines of, "Why does she look and act like that?" Sorry if I don't talk much, I am shy, sorry if that offends you, maybe get to know me better first. I know I am a fat ugly loser and eccentric, it's just how I am and I accept that. It's like people barely know me at all, they don't try to, and all they have are bad things to say about me. No matter how many times it happens, it still hurts deeply. It has been going on since I was a kid, and I don't expect it to stop my whole life. Just need to learn how to cope with it somehow.