it sounds sick, but do you miss the fights?

Discussion in 'Rape and Abuse' started by The Scream, Nov 29, 2009.

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  1. The Scream

    The Scream Well-Known Member

    it sounds sick, but i do, sometimes...

    it's over now, for 2 years...
    2 years i haven't been abused anymore...

    im just left with flashbacks and nightmares...
    and the more time passes, the worse the flashbacks and nightmares become...

    sometimes i wish i could go back to being abused...
    at least then it was ok to cry, to wanna end it all...

    now it's over... now i should be happy... and i am sometimes...
    but flashbacks and nightmares get me down...

    i wish they'd abuse the hell out of me right now, i need it...

    anyone else familiar with this?
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Often times, we hold dear what we know, even if it is hurting us...glad you have left the abuse...now you have to give yourself permission to start living...all the best, J
     
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