I started out in a room. I thought it was my home, but I was surrounded by people who acted as though I was some random party crasher. There was an aregument before I left, I had been excluded again. I was unwelcome again. I walked out into the hall and saw dozens more apartments lining it there were people everywhere but I was all alone. I walked I dunno where. I ended up in another apartment. I saw a door leading outside. It is the door they used. I turned around and as I walked nack to the hallway I say the remorse in their eyes. They siad I should be more involved. I dont trust them. In my heart I know if I relax and attempt to conform they will use me regardless. I cannot conform and no one understands why.