I am only 44yrs old, but because of all the trauma from past oversoses, ECT and my coma, my memory is getting worse. I wont be surprised if i get worse and it's all my fault. I hope God will forgive me. I have a severe mental illness and it is becoming more obvious. I now have to suffer the consequence. A mind is a terrible thing to waste once you start experiencing the things I'm going through. Take care of yourself.