Despite how much I just drank, I still didn't drink enough. I'm not able to forget it all. It won't go away. Something is really wrong with me. I don't know what's real anymore. Seeing and hearing things that aren't there, and getting really paranoid. I can barely get my words out right now. It's taking me a while just to type this.... Every day it gets worse. My head is full of darkness. I just want to end it all, but I can't. I've attempted but just couldn't do it. I just don't know. I'm scared..