I know life's worth it. I know that life brings good and bad and we all just have to deal with it. I know I'm young, and right now I have so many things to look forward to. I know that if I go through with it I will leave so many hurting people behind. But it all feels like it's worth it, it's the only way to get rid of this pain, and it is also the only way I'll see him again. That's all I want right now. It's the only way I don't have to worry about everybody around me. I don't have to worry about figuring out what to do later in life. I have so many worries, and I feel so much pain. And there really is no way to get rid of it, some things I will never be able to tell anyone, and therefore they will never be solved.