It'll never happen to me she says. She's a smart girl she knows what's best she wouldn't be stupid so stupid to go to a place and get drunk with people she hardly knows. No, she wouldn't do that. Would she? But she did. But it was okay cuz she was under control. And her friend was there. Surely he wouldn't let anything bad happen. Would he? But he left to go to a party. And she was there all alone with these people she hardly knew. But nothing bad will happen she thinks. But she is wrong. So wrong. Cuz a boy did something bad. And he hurt her without really meaning too. And she cried the whole way home and she couldn't stop panicking. And for some reason she is still not over it and she wonders how she could have let this happen the panic attacks keep coming back and she can't escape reality and she just wants to not exist at all.