...I can't believe....I can't believe what I just did. Call it morning fever or w.e. I was suffering from the worst panic attack I've had in the past couple of years and was still depressed. The girl I had been seeing left a message saying that she was just playing with my feelings while waiting to find a Bf and that she doesn't need me anymore so i should just piss off. I know it's strange to be brought down by just a another girl, but this is the fourth time. Well while I was in the middle of this panic attack I slashed my wrist. <mod edit - bunny - methods> There was so much blood, which is what brought me back. I wrapped it up and the bleeding stopped an hour ago. There's no one I can call. No family, no friends, and I can't go to the hospital. I'll miss work and get fired. So even if I were to get better I would go right back and kill myself because I would have no more money and be destitute. But I still can't believe what I just did. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!