Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Sparky777, Sep 12, 2013.
I'm not coming out of this alive.
Sparky, you can come out of this alive. I know it doesn't seem like there is any future for you, but that is your depression talking. And there is an opposite end to this tunnel. I have been in and out so many times it's not even funny - every time I'm in the darkness I am sure that there is no hope, and that everything is only going to get worse. And every time I come out (some times are brief before I have to take a deep breath and plunge in again, and some are longer) it seems like it would have been so stupid for my life to end then.
Just get through it a day at a time. Or an hour at a time. Just get through, and there will be light again. :hug: (wish I could give you a real one).
I don't know anymore. It's an unbreakable circle that never ends, I'm hopeful and then I crumble. So why bother? I'm really trying, I am. I'm trying to believe I have nothing waiting for me, that this despair will end and that I can learn and grow from the hardships but when all I feel is pain is it really worth it anymore? I hope you're right, I hope I'll see light at some point.
(Hugs) thinking the same way. It sucks.
Hi guys. Im also the same way. Really trying. Really struggling with coming to terms with life. I just cant seem to get this depression demon from leeching off my soul. It comes back everytime