I am live just to love, but it seems like I end up hurting. Life gave me a second chance after watching it's a wonderful life. I watched it by chance but then that's a movie from which i drew hope, hope to which I am clinging on to. When all hope is lost, people tend to write diaries, others seek help, and others confide to strangers, etc. I have thought of going into the unknown (death) from when I was 10 years for various reasons but was afraid of the unknown. Today I am still scared of it, is there anyway to teach yourself to live to love, and that too 1st love your family, your wife and the people who surround you.