I've heard this over and over, about the better job, the girl, whatever. It all depends how badly you want it. And to some degree I agree, but what to do when you don't even care if you get out of bed in the morning? Has anybody cleared this hurdle, and if so how? How do you find the ambition to improve your life when you just don't give a fuck? How do you get past that? How did you, if you did?