Hi everyone. I'm not sure what i'm doing posting on here, I guess I need some support, some guidence because god knows my "friends" havn't done jack since I lost my brother. If you met me in school you'd never think I was depressed, i'm always smiling and making jokes but the truth is I feel alone, angry and confused. I'm at a point in my life where I don't have a clue what i'm going to do, i badly want to have good friends and go to the beach and partys but to tell the truth i don't like the people in school, they've done nothing to help me. I'm so sure that if it would of been one of my close friends this would of happened to, beth for example, i'd be there for her, without a dout. Whenever she needed it. But what happened when i lost Geraint? she send me a nice card and i was comforted by the fact that she'd be there for me and I could talk to her. But no, shes done fucking nothing. So shes smiles and me when i pass her in the hall, big deal. How can she not be feeling the slightest but guilty, i'll never understand. ignorance. I'm afriad I might slip into depression.. I need help. I don't know where to turn.