I was discharged yesterday after spending 3 months on a psych ward. For various reasons I wasn't entirely honest about how I was feeling and the thoughts I've been having at the discharge meeting. It's my own fault... I know. I find myself now scared for my life because the feelings have been so overwhelming today. Thoughts of going to the train tracks. I thought I was over the suicidal feelings and thoughts. Fucking bastard. I really fucking hate my life right now.