i cant fucking take it. there is just too much bullshit in the world now...i feel like i cant fit into it. everything i want to do, i cant because they wont let me. i dont do enough, make enough, know enough, laugh enough to be normal. i cant even fucking drive right. everyday when i go to work, i just want to leap from some high standing structure, and when i fantasize about doing that, i then think of the safety meeting they would have after i did it...lol. nobody cares about the little man, and since i am the littlest of men, i feel like an ant right now...about ready to be smashed under the foot of depression. what do i do?