its all my fault he got arrested. i shouldnt have been driving like that. i cant stop thinking about it.
all that keeps running through my mind is what i should have done instead. how im stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. it just keeps repeating in my head and i keep seeing him getting pulled out of the car and getting handcuffed. i just wanted to jump out and grab him.
im such a fuck up. if i died, i couldnt fuck up anyones life anymore.
someone please help me.
i have an hour until someone gets home and im seriously considering suicide :cry:
i just need to hear that its gonna be okay, i guess :cry: even though right now i dont think it ever will be
all that keeps running through my mind is what i should have done instead. how im stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. it just keeps repeating in my head and i keep seeing him getting pulled out of the car and getting handcuffed. i just wanted to jump out and grab him.
im such a fuck up. if i died, i couldnt fuck up anyones life anymore.
someone please help me.
i have an hour until someone gets home and im seriously considering suicide :cry:
i just need to hear that its gonna be okay, i guess :cry: even though right now i dont think it ever will be