A few minutes ago, I just ended a call from my boyfriend. 3 years ago we met eachother and instantly fell in love... Since January this year I have been trying to hold our relationship together after constant events of him psychologically manipulating me, and recently it's got worse he's started to abuse me. He has crushed me and my world, I know I could never see my life without him because I love him so much but he has grounded me down to my lowest. To the point where I don't want to be in this world anymore, he's only just come out to say to me he doesn't want to be in a relationship with me because I'm a psycho, it's my fault for everything, I cannot deal with this guilt, break up and abuse at the same time. I need help.