I am getting so much shit about my life choices its unreal. Im making a life changing choice... praying its for the better. And all I'm getting in real life is criticism and horrible remarks. This sounds like a pathetic reason to want to die... But on top of everything i'm going through in my own mind this is really enough to shove me over the edge. I'm ready to die. I'm all planned out to do it. I know exactly what I will do and when I will do it. I'll go to my outpatient plan as normal tomorrow... With everything I need. I'll go to my favourite spot afterwards... and well the rest will be history. So, in short; This is goodbye. Thank you for all your support... I wouldnt have lasted this long without all of you. God Bless. S.