Ive reached the peak of feeling like shit this week. feeling completely hopeless with life, life is pointless for me, the only reason i live now is because i dont think i could kill myself. there are things in life for me though that make me forget how i trully feel, alcohol/tv/other random shit, but its too little. how do u people here who have felt this pointlessness longer then me live day to day? ive felt like this for a few years and its taken a toll. i just live one empty day to another, one empty month to another. just going to work, coming home, doing random things, then it starts again. i havent found people in real life who even slightly understand me, i dont wanna go out with people like that who dont understand me at all. im thinking of quitting work and doing nothing again, im tired of doing anything, its pointless. i know were here on this earth to survive, but im at the point where i just wanna give up. i wanna go outside right now and just walk for hours doing nothing, and then not come in for work tomorow and just sleep till the afternoon.