It's all relative.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by WannaEndit01, Sep 11, 2016.

  1. WannaEndit01

    WannaEndit01 Well-Known Member

    I just read some other posts. I am probably not supposed to say this, but I truly understand why some people want to end it and how hard it is to do it.

    As I write this, I want to end it. And I think I should. Will I, probably not, one because my wife is around two, I am a coward. Every time I try I quite 1/2 through. So Why am I writing this post. I am hoping it will make me feel better. But it's not.
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I do understand where you are coming from. People say life is not for everyone, maybe it feels like it is not but there is so much help out there just waiting to be got for you. Therapy, medications, even hypnotherapy, as a pro life site it's important that we keep hope alive but yeah I do understand, I have been there, suicidal but I got free from those suicidal thoughts and if I can do it many others can too.

    I hope you don't end it, I really do. Please seek help, if already seeking help, then more help. I am truly sorry to see you in this situation
     
  3. WannaEndit01

    WannaEndit01 Well-Known Member

    I don't thinks there're any pro-death sites. If there were they would run through members pretty quick. That being said. I am doing a little better. As for help I am on my 6 week or prozac. My depression still comes and goes. Let's see what 8 weeks does.
     
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Yeah the anti-depressants can take up to 8 weeks for full effects, I am glad it is helping you so far. Think of other things you could do that might help your mental health too, like therapy, helplines,exercise,talking to family/friends. There is always hope as long as you are alive. I feel fed up today but know that tomorrow might not be as bad, live on a day to day basis and you will get there :)
     
  5. WannaEndit01

    WannaEndit01 Well-Known Member

    I appreciate your response. I am doing a little better. I disagree with there being hope as long as I am alive, generally speaking. However in this case their might be. Very slim but I am working on it. I would have my best chance if I was not depressed.