It's just all too much, extreamly bad depression, realationship problems, money problems, health problems and familey problems. Think I've got a full house of chaos. I cant face any of it, I wouldn't even know where to start. So I'm going to leave this world. I think the final straw was last night when I found out I wont be seeing my son over christmas. He lives with his dad, cos my depression was so bad I couldnt look after him. But now his dad's stopping me from seeing him and the only way I'd be able to is if I drag him through the courts. Which of course wouldn't work as they'd just say I'm mental, so I cant see him. But I've got my plan and I'm setting it into place. I dont really know why I'm writing on her, guess I just wanted a little rant.