I've found no reprieve from my situation. So, I'm going to take some time to set things straight with people and leave some stuff with others. Also, given the nature of this board, I will probably leave some things posted as messages for others left behind. That way, the items I leave should always be found. At least, for a little while. I also want to put in here that my wife (ex) is not a bad person. Things just went down bad between us. I've said some things on the board and did not want to leave the impression that she is a bad person. She's not. Thanks everyone for reading.