it's back

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by namehere, Mar 29, 2007.

Thread Status:
Not open for further replies.
  1. namehere

    namehere Guest

    i thought i was getting better, but it's back. that feeling of hopelessness. that realization that no matter what happens, i will always feel like this life wasn't meant for me. i knew, eversince i was a child, that i just didn't belong here. and now all this time has passed and i'm still wasting it trying to find my place when i know there's only one place i truly belong, deep at the bottom of the ocean, where tiny waves rock me to sleep. i know i shouldn't feel this way. i should fight to survive. i should do everything in my power to sustain this life, but i don't want to. i'm so tired. so tired. nothing matters anymore. it's all just filler for the void. it calls to me, louder this time. i think i'm ready to answer.
     
  2. smackh2o

    smackh2o SF Supporter

    Resist it. The depths of the ocean are no place to go. You need to stay strong and talk to as many people as you can. No matter what you think there is always a space on this planet for someone, no matter how much of a 'misfit' you think you are.
     
Thread Status:
Not open for further replies.