everyday after work, all i want to do is come home, get my pj's on and just drink. It just helps me with everything that is going on. when i go out to a restaurant and i'm not driving, i'll have a drink or 2, when i go to the bar, i can't stop myself from drinking, and it's not like 2 drinks, it's to the point where i can't walk anymore and i don't know where i am. I rely on alcohol too much and i don't want to, but i just can't stop. I can't get myself to stop. Now that i'm on anti depressants too, it's making the urges worse for me. I want to drink even more, cause i know that mixing the 2 will have a greater effect on the whole situation. WHAT DO I DO?!?! any advice?