I feel like part of me died with him. I was looking at some pictures of him from before he got sick, which was just 4-5 months ago. He was totally healthy and happy, a beautiful animal, so full of life. He was young for his age.
I feel like he would have lived much longer if not for the cancer. I needed him in my life, and he deserved more life. It just seems so unfair that he's gone. Unfair to me, unfair to him. Just senseless. Cancer is cruel.
I think about him every day and sometimes I just sit and cry. Now I really have nobody that loves me. No family, no close friends. A dog can go a long way to ease the loneliness, and now I don't even have that. The lockdown sure doesn't help.
Every now and then I run into one of my neighbors with dogs and I start to cry. I just miss him so much. It feels like I've lost part of my soul and I will never be the same.
There's nothing I can do.
Alice
I feel like he would have lived much longer if not for the cancer. I needed him in my life, and he deserved more life. It just seems so unfair that he's gone. Unfair to me, unfair to him. Just senseless. Cancer is cruel.
I think about him every day and sometimes I just sit and cry. Now I really have nobody that loves me. No family, no close friends. A dog can go a long way to ease the loneliness, and now I don't even have that. The lockdown sure doesn't help.
Every now and then I run into one of my neighbors with dogs and I start to cry. I just miss him so much. It feels like I've lost part of my soul and I will never be the same.
There's nothing I can do.
Alice