its been a long time now

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by dontwannabeme, Mar 23, 2011.

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  1. dontwannabeme

    dontwannabeme Well-Known Member

    i havent been on here for a long time :(
    i didnt self harmed for 2 weeks but now i want too do it so badly :(
    it feels like my whole body longs for it :(
    But i hate my scars already.
    Im just gonna get more and more :(
    is it ever gonna end?
    I wish i never started it but then i think.
    Its the only thing keeping me alive :(
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I know this cycle very well...I used to SH to feel alive and when I looked at the scars after, I felt more ashamed...horrible place to be...glad you posted instead of hurting yourself...please PM me if I can support you to keep yourself safe...big hugs, J
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