ive been trying so hard not to hurt myself ive been 4 months clean of self harm, im cut off from my abuser completely, and im interacting with good people. but lately ive just felt miserable and awful. i just came out as trans at my school and ive been getting a lot of shit for it. i have support from my friends but it still hurts a lot. people purposely misgender me and treat me like garbage. lately ive been having way more panic attacks despite being on meds i dont know its not really much to be worrying over but i have the resources to kill myself if it gets too awful.