It's been a while Since I could hold my head up high since i could stand on my own two feet again It's been a while since i could say that i wasn't addicted and It's been a while Since I could say I love myself as well and It's been a while Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do These lyrics speak of how I feel. I am sick of all the horrible things I go through. I have had my life threatened, by a guy I don't know. All because I am friends with his girlfriend. I am made a mockery of all the time. My parents don't want me living with them. They just bitch about how I should be on my own. I LITERALLY have no friends. My anti-depressants no longer work. I am just so broken and don't know what to do. I have been keeping sooooo many secrets all my life that I feel that I must die. That would get rid of the pain of the world and the past. Sorry if it is all repotitous.